i was laughing when i read through my tagboard. yes, weichian, you are so right. i'm so busy that i can't have the time to update my blog. i'm having a three hours break now before my next class starts. actually, i'm just trying to get an excuse. i'm supposed to work on my IP1 (Individual Project) which is due next monday. yes, i have four more days but i can tell you that it's not enough. all i can is to complain so bear with me ):

studying in SMU is not easy. i keep telling myself not to hate school. everyone is suffering and there are cases whereby students withdraw out of school already. i'm still hanging, clinging on. i think what pulls me through is my school SIS. no matter how busy everyone gets, when you need help, they will still help you. there's always a place for you to reach out for help. i think that's what pulls me through. and my dearest friends and boyfriend! my boyfriend is away overseas. there goes my support. but i know he'll support me no matter what. (:

there are really lots of things i can talk about. the past 5 weeks aint alright. mentally, emotionally, physically tired. i hardly have the time for a break. i think it's pointless to talk about it here. unless you are going through the same thing with me. no offence but that's seriously what i have observed so far. i'm always disappointed whenever i talk about this issue with my close friends and i find that i can get no consolation at all. it's only when i talk to my IS friends about it, i'll get to understand more and feel better.

cried last sunday cause of my debate report. trying to rush my debate report to meet the deadline and apparently, kelvin chng pointed out that it's all in a mess, and i need to redo it again. that's already 1am and i've got a few hours more to meet my deadline. i don't know why i can't stop tearing. perhaps my boyfriend was not with me at that moment. i just cried after putting down the phone with him. all the way till 3am i decided to sleep. and if you don't know, sleeping in school has become a norm in SIS. we've got a board stating the top stayovers of 2007. there are people who are staying over from today all the way till next monday to rush IP1. do you still want to come to SMU? (: haha. come come. it's tough but come SIS. i seriously not regretting it. wouldn't you want to have a caring and helpful environment, rather than other schools where people just say hi and bye in school? t's just my personal opinion. so i'm not judging everyone. : D

i got a wonderful boyfriend. (: that's the luckiest thing i've got. thanks jennyang. if you ever read this. thanks for taking care of me. i can't wait for you to be back. come back and learn to whip a meal for my mommy and daddy too. hahaha! i'll train u!

anyway. i got to go down and get my lunch and start with my project. i think the next time i'll update will be in dec, when it's my term break. i'm sorry people. anything just give me a ring on my phone. or drop me an email at xw_marilynn@hotmail.com. i'll find time to reply emails.